Saturday, October 31, 2009
Journal #9
Matt Cackley has been on more too, as you might think, and he has been conversating with the people who leave him messages. Just about anything, like where they know him from and such, just the usual everyday Cackley things. That, and he likes to leave mean comments on some people's statuses, but hey Matt Cackley is not a nice character.
Just an update: still getting those mature christian singles ads, not cool.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Journal 8
Anyways, to continue this sad blog of my facebook like, it seems like I have begun to avoid it on purpose after this week. Old "friends" have unceasingly become ever so annoying, for I can't say at all that I care about the school I suffered three years at just to never stop hearing about it from my younger friends. Funny how they blocked facebook through the student internet their, yet everyone still wastes their time away on the iPhone and such, my friend has his own method of stealing wifi at just the right position with his laptop from one of the houses near the old academy, but it still doesn't keep him from watching anime 24/7. And neither will those blasted iPhones turn off already.
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I should clean up house, as in renovate my profile. I have people friended that I don't even know. I think just under fifty people is the ideal number, then again that's just me.
All this maintenance is pretty comical, as somebody from another century might say it's trivial. It's not like it's needed or required, yet so many people feel they must update the profiles because they are an extension of the person. I find that my profile is behind my actual identity by several months at least. Even the way I approach the profile is different now. I gave up on writing about my favorite music, it's just "anything and everything" now.
It's as if our virtual lives are becoming more important than our actual ones. An intriguing concept, but maybe because it's so much easier than actually pursuing people in real life, the easy way out is often chosen.
The more I attend this class, the more of facebook I stop using. Maybe it'll disappear from my life altogether.
Journal #8
Sunday, October 25, 2009
journal #8 October 26
When I went home this weekend I went to check my Facebook on my home computer and the layout was all funky. I thought this was just because I wasn’t used to our PC at home. Sadly it wasn’t the computer Facebook has changed its layout…again. Now everyone had just gotten used to the first layout and is going to complain about the change…again. Really though, why keep changing it if it seems to be functioning fine, why fix what isn’t broken?
Today when I went on Facebook some pictures of my friends showed up in that crazy new-fangled news/live-whatever feed. They were sitting on what looked like that railing outside of foellenger facing the quad. It was a bit washed out so I wasn’t sure if it was the union behind them or not, so I asked if it was the quad and when they were down here. It turns out it was this weekend (they post pictures fast!)And I was home, but now the next time they come down we’re going to hang out. So thank you Facebook for better connecting me with a dairy friend!
Prompt #8
Another thing I was noticing, and forgive me if this isn't new, is the "reconnect with this person" part on the right side of the page. Right now it's telling me that I should reconnect with my old fifth grade teacher. You know what's funny? I've tried!!! I wrote on his wall months ago, "remember me? :) " and he never responded! I felt that that was hateful and sad. So tonight Facebook has made me sad. But I did just learn the thriller dance for Zombie Mob, although I don't know if I'll get to do it on Saturday. So that made me happy. Yay, being happy.
Prompt #8: Give me a break
I just realized that I never put up a prompt for Monday. So in light of the fact that it is bite-sized candy season, I will give you a break, give you a break, break you offa piece of that no-prompt-for-tomorrow. And now I have no other choice than to bring in Kit-Kats tomorrow.
Please make sure to do a journal though!
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Journal #8 October 26
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Journal #8
So Matt Cackley and I have been talking and we think it would be best if Matt branched out some more, perhaps atarted commenting on other people's posts and status updates, I mean the worst thing that could happen is that they un-friend them. Unless some really paranoid person was to report Matt Cackley, but it was their fault for adding him in the first place so thats probably not that likely. I think it will be tremendous fun to see people's reactions and what they would say to someone they just barely think they can remember remembering at one point in their life. Matt Cackley thrives on that doubt in people's minds; everyone knows everyone these days, even if you don't. "Oh we went to the same summer camp 40 years ago, LETS BE FRIENDS!" A lot of people just accept anyone who offers to be their friend, they think to themselves, "Oh I must have met them before otherwise they wouldn't be friending me." Tsk tsk tsk, those crazy people, but them again where would Matt be without them, probably home alone making tacos for no one but me. But he makes a mighty fine taco if I do say so myself.
So thats my weekly rant, I hope you enjoyed it, or at least didn't smash your head into a wall because you had to read it. meh.
KT and Matt OUT! (yeah he's here right now)
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Journal #8
Monday, October 19, 2009
Journal #7 October 19
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It's very hard to masquerade as another person without covering all your tracks. Since I used an email address of one of my friends, I can't friend him or else people might make a connection. It's too much of a risk. I also find that my own personality conflicts with taking advantage of those I know, but at the same time I'm not going to reveal the truth to them. I'll just have to friend random people again.
Managing a separate identity is an impossibility as well, because no matter how you try the actions of the other person will be influenced by your own biases and experiences. I also can't be someone who practices things I know nothing about, so in a way we are the same person no matter how hard I try. It's rather frustrating, but really ties into the online psychologist gender swap story. Pretty sobering stuff.
I'll admit that it was fun living a masquerade, though.
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Journal # 7
Recently face book (FB) has been like a circus for me. With trying to keep up with my fake friend and trying to maintaining the real me it has been a lot of work. Many people have no idea (besides CMN 199) how hard it is to have a double life. For the past week I have had a lot of funny and unexpected encounters on FB. Many people from my past have been trying to enter back into my life by adding me on face book, I M, and by sending me all types of messages. I like the attention but it gets to be too much after awhile. This weekend I wasn’t really on FB because my better half came to see me all the way from NIU. I just spent my FB time posting various things and my feelings while I was with them doing stuff. I just like FB so much because it gives you an unlimited amount of FREE space to be you and post and chat about how you feel and how someone else can make you feel. For the past few days I have been using FB as a tool to keep people at bay and also close to me. FB is the spot to sit back relax and I M while watching your favorite movie or TV shows with the one you love.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Journal #7
Promt #7: Fake Friend
I'm up to 28 friends, which I find is amazing because no body knows me! The funniest thing was when I friend requested my fake person because I got so sick of her being suggested to me. I feel that my fake person will be an excellent tool for me in the future. I have friends that ask other friends to friend people so they can be creepers, and now I don't need a go between! Yay me!
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As for me... I need to stop favoriting the weirdest videos on Youtube... the FBI probably has an entire record on me just for all the Everything is Terrible videos I favorited.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Journal #7
But on to Matt Cackley: he is doing great, he hung out with his friends this week, and he made some tacos. Oh how I must live vicariously through Matt. I wanted to hang out with my friends and make tacos, but couldn't. Some people un-friended him and many more continued to ask who he was, except they all ask in messages, they never post anything on his wall, wonder why that is? Otherwise everything is peachy in the land of the Cackley, I really want something big to happen to him though. Like winning the lottery, or an earthquake, but that the kind of thing that might give him away, just like that story: when Joan went into the hospital and everyone started freaking out the ruse was pretty much up. So perhaps I should stay away from big events in Matt's life. snaps
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Prompt #7: Identity continued, the story of the electronic lover
The Story of the Electronic Lover
Alex was a male psychiatrist that became an active member on a CompuServe chat line. He chose the screen name “Shrink, Inc” and started calling himself “Joan” after someone he was chatting with assumed he was a female. Alex found that this female was more open with him than were his female patients and female friends in real life. He was stunned by the power and intimacy of the conversation.
Believing that he could use his psychiatry skills to help other women, he began regularly logging on as Joan. Joan was a severely handicapped Manhattan resident who claimed her disfigurement was a prime reason to never meet any of these cyber-friends face to face. Joan’s fighting spirit and ability to surmount her handicaps served as inspiration to many of her cyber-friends. She was even married to a policeman and their relationship gave many other disabled women hope that they too could be loved. Despite her handicaps Joan was described as outgoing, sunny, lusty and hilarious.
The relationships between Joan and her cyber-friends deepened. She engaged in lesbian cybersex with some of these women. She also set up some of her straight cyber-friends with Alex, a trusted psychiatrist and friend.
Eventually Alex decided that the situation was getting out of control. He had to make Joan die. Joan’s “husband” got online and informed the community that Joan was ill and in the hospital. Alex was overwhelmed by the outpouring of sympathy and love for Joan. Joan’s friend told her husband how important Joan was to them. They offered moral support, financial assistance, and names of specialists that could help.
Alex was in a panic, he couldn’t decide if he should kill off Joan because she meant to so many different people. Eventually he had Joan recover. Joan’s husband had been pressed to give the name of the hospital where Joan was staying so that cards and flowers could be sent. Alex gave the name of the hospital where he worked as a psychiatrist. One member of the CompuServe chat group called the hospital to confirm its address and discovered that Joan was no there as a patient.
The ruse began to unravel. Eventually all of the cyber-friends found out that Joan was not real. The story of Alex’s deception led to shock and outrage among all involved.
Questions:
Was the normally reclusive and inhibited Alex only pretending to have the personality of Joan?
What was his real personality?
Did Joan help her many disabled online friends who became more active because of her inspiration?
When and how did Alex cross the line from virtual friend and helper to con artist?
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Journal #6 October 12, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Journal #6
Making an alternate ego is so WIERD.
I get the same feeling when somebody embarrasses themselves in a movie or on television, I just get the shivers.
Living a lie is not what I'm used to, and in all honesty, I put off the experiment for as long as possible. I was actually having trouble typing for a while there....
It's hard enough managing my own life, with its downs and ups. Mostly downs.
But I digress. Guy Shoulders seems to be a very charismatic guy (haha) who just needs a push in the right direction. I think I will use him to friend people I can't stand, and so he will become a revenge character in a sense. That would be fun. See why I'm afraid of this? I'm getting carried away already.
As Guy gets more friends, he will leech their interests to complement his own, a true symbiotic organism. The individual will unknowingly add to the collective.... Guy Shoulders is a social "borg."
This is a very fun opportunity... but I hope nobody gets found out or hurts someone in the process. I'll have to be extra careful and polish up on the interests of Mr. Shoulders.
Journal #6 October 12th
Also I have the approximate amount of time I spent on Farmville this past week…. About 60 minutes I rounded up every time too to make sure I wouldn’t undershoot the amount of time, most of the time it was only for 4 or 5 minutes at a time. I don’t think that’s too bad 1 hour out of 168? I know Katie will disagree, for sure.
PICTURES! Last weekend my mom came down for the Penn State game, so this weekend she put up all the pictures she took of my sister and I and my college friends tailgating and goofing off by the alma mater with our coco mero. Also we had a photoclub photo shoot last week and some of the pictures were posted this week. So Facebook was plenty picture-ific this week, which I always enjoy.
All in all though, it actually seemed that I spent a lot less time on Facebook this week, even with Caleb.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Journal # 6
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I also had a fun time this week explaining to my roommate what we had learned about baulkinization and how it can be applied to social networking sites. It totally blew her mind and I really enjoyed sharing it. And now I'm off to go mess with my fake facebook some more. So much fun!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Journal #6
In other news facebook is becoming even more of an addiction since we started this whole fake person thing, I'm on twice as much, making posts for myself then for someone else, it's intense. But I wont talk about that now I'll save it for the prompt that I will probably be writing very soon, if something better doesn't come up... which it won't.
Facebook ad update, first one to pop up is for e-Harmony, why does facebook think I am so lonely, is it because they know I don't have a dog anymore?
I'm not gonna lie I just got distracted by facebook looking at photos that I have already looked at before. Oh this is depressing, I would take a break from facebook but I can't because I'm in a class about it, thats my excuse and I'm sticking with it!
Prompt #6: The Great Identity Experiment Part I; due 10/12
When you are done with this please write the prompt about your experience.
Who did you decide to be? Why? What are they all about? What kind of feedback did you receive? Did you feel creepy doing this, why? Etc.
Please note that we will be using your fakester for next week as well, so keep him or her active.
MAKE SURE YOUR NEW FRIEND SENDS ME A FRIEND REQUEST! I need to see the finished product.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Journal numba 6
Monday, October 5, 2009
Journal #5 October 5, 2009
Journal #5
Out of curiosity (one of my great undoings), I decided to implement various facebook apps that I had steered from in the past. Flair was dumb. Quizzes usually reflect upon the devotion of the author, so they can be very good or very dull. Farmville looked like it could be addicting, but all the suspense is lost if you just look up what can be achieved.
In reflection, I find that facebook is "dangerous" if you are bored. If you have fifteen minutes before a class, that is a good amount of time to check up on people and reply to messages. If it's a Saturday or a long period of time and you have nothing better, then watch out. You should at least randomize wikipedia pages so you learn something.
Many facets of Facebook have already been covered- how it came to be, where it is now, and I additionally posted about where it's going. What still intrigues me is how often I miss something and find out about it months later- the sheer amount of people on facebook seem to keep it fresh all the time.